plan....jia you!!!!! >.<

start to plan.................................

econs....(read d whole book)
maths...(revise d ques ticher had given us)
spec maths...(do past year paper)
accounts...(habis all short ans ques)
eng....(hoho...tis 1....reali nid 2 thk wan how ler)

wan study econs later....
do little bit maths oso....

den watch xing guang den slp....hehe...

jia you la!!!!!go go go!!!!!

happy birthday to kee kee

muackz!!!!my best friend!!!!kee....happy birthday!!!!!hohohoho....

cha siew nui....kei mui....haha...a lot a lot more nicknames....
i love u!!!!!happy birthday.....!!!!!!

hohohoho....ei...dun mistaken la...tis is nt confession of love ok....hehe...jz wan 2 express my feeling 2 u...tis very very best fren onli...hehe

朋友不必多，知心的几个就够了。walau...就是这句话啦，hehe.....
最了解我的朋友！！！！！

zhang li ping衷心衷心祝福你.....天天开心！顺顺利利！！健健康康！！！愿一切好的都跟随你！！

forever~

lets gambateh tgt!!!!!

muackz...hehe...18 years old ady la....haha...although u dun look lik d age la...small gal...hohohoho...

Drove bek 2 coll

haha....jz nw i drove bek 2 coll leh...my mum n bro sat behind me...n xiuhuan sat bside me...hehe...

actually...it was a super safe ride la...haha...i m still considered a gd driver la..
(d incident in academic block nt counted la..hehe)

jz nw i feel very funny bcoz i 4got i muz get thru 2 roundabouts b4 i reached here....haha...
xiao si ren...
after passing by d nilai toll, i drove smoothly lo...gt 'potong' sum 'slow' cars la....hoho...den at very short distance from roundabout, i onli teringat its existence!!!!omg...roundabout roundabout...how how..?!!?!!my mum asked me 2 drive slowly la...follow d lorry in front of me...very safely...i pass jor tat roundabout...hehe...ceh~nt very difiket onli ma...haha....but it reali shocked me..haha...how can i 4got about d roundabout?i oso duno ler...haha...

i miss d uncle tat taught me 2 drive...hunhun's dad...
las time...he brought me 2 roundabout thr 2 practise...kesian uncle tu la...everytime oso shocked by me..飙汗..sweat~....haha...actually i oso very scared de la...n d roundabout oways fulled wif vehicles...walau...everytime after driving lessons....tired dao~....physically,mentally n emotionally........same 2 tat uncle gua...'earn money is really nt ez'....a special remark:he knows how 2 sing “绿岛小夜曲"!!

jiayou la,uncle!!!haha...miss u so much la...sure u wont 4get me oso...haha...

随缘

....当别人为了柴米油盐而烦时，自己又为了什么而在烦呢？
很微不足道....
又不稳了....
生活的目标有点模糊
又是到了该整理心情的时候....

停止心的狂妄...
amituofo....
舍既是得....

应该要酱子想吧：
我们不曾拥有任何东西
也不应该奢望会得到些什么
可能连奢望这个词也不该用上啦

因为事实上
我们不可以抱着那种我是为了得到什么而做些什么的态度来过活啊
这是佛家讲的“随缘”...
是真理啦!!

把未来放空
事情还没发生前不填上任何可能
因为
会来的总会来
会发生的总会发生
是你的就是你的

不用烦
也不需要烦

我们不可能控制什么东西该发生或不该发生
就让它随缘吧

怀着一颗心
去感受当下这一秒这一刻

希望每个人所感受到的都是温暖^^
hoho....slp lo...choose lfestyle tat suits u...>.<...b urself...

苹果的原理...theory of apple...

一颗苹果，如果你不吃它的话，哪里知道是甜的还是烂的咧，如果只是一直听人家讲，而不去试吃的话，酱你永远都不会懂它是甜还是不甜的〉〉〉from miss mickey'sis...hehe...

theory of apple...haha...

u knw wad...sistem barter occured again jz nw...
haha...but tis time is diff ppl exchanged fruits wif me...hehe...y so popular jor?
2 apples exchanged wif half a pear....haha...i untung la...

btw....ppl...take more fruits la...hehe...more healthy ma...

woohoo....

yeah....haha...finali cum 2 d end of tis week...
walau...nearly died....haha...tests la...assignments la...presentation la...all squeeze in 1 week

walaubagaimanapunnnnnnnnnnn....it's all over!!!!finali...finali...finali.....btw..2ml stil gt eng listening test la..hehe...suan le ba..

hoo....take a deep breath 1st...haha...feel much more relax ler..>.<
tis sem passes very fast la...already 5 weeks jor....haha...cant even sense it...2 fas...jz sekelip mata....gt watch dragon ball?i sadenli teringat d dragon ball gt 1 technic tat can brg a person fr a place 2 another place in seconds...haha...quite irrelevant oso..wad i wan 2 say is tat d feeling is 'very fas' lo...hoho..ok la...enuf 4 tat.....

jiayou la,every1....muackz muackz...hahahaha....

sistem barter...

haha...nowadays,stil gt ppl use sistem barter 2 exchange wad they want...{a bit bomb dao too}
n d person is me!!!haha...n oso one of my frens called sei zei...

1 pear exchanged wif 1 orange n 1 packet of mamee...
1 apple exchanged wif 4 packets of snacks

......haha...

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eating mamee now...nid rest!!!

严重缺乏睡眠，要去找周公！！！想看星光都没有时间.....

...a 38 post....

话少了，白痴的事情还是在发生.....



zhang li ping ar zhang li ping.....



现在又有另一个画面了，在水里，有一个很大个的渔网，好粗好粗的渔线织成，里面有很多只鱼，哈哈，不美的~（人变成鱼？这个想像不出来咧，大概就是那个环境酱咯，hehehehe

er...渔网里面的鱼有：正在游着的ah jerr...哈哈，她带着一team鱼啦，那个team is named after her nickname>>[m.z.]...{很不优雅啦....},还有38"偶像"....miss s...[omg]....顺便还有书包很重的mr eld 和怪怪的mr j...[你讲的啊，不是我讲的,hohohoho]...还有很多人啦....bak leo tai la...yer...



还是那个网最美...>.<



Waiting for rescue.....



i sadenli teringat finding nemo la...haha...who is d one tat can break d net n save d 'fishes' leh.....

mayb bak leo tai?mr j?miss s?....no,miss s 4 sure no de...jz pandai kacau onli..hoho

it's reali a 38 post.....


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miss my sis...haha....jia you la^^....now go slp 1st..>.<

support...

一句简单的话，
只要是带着关怀的，
总很容易敲到心里去。

哈哈...

thx la..

有着支持，而去努力，不会觉得太累了。

阿弥陀佛^^

"充实"...

“望着前面的水果刀，我忽然觉得我好像变钝了”<< 这句话是从CR的blog那里偷过来的，hehe..paiseh la...借用一下....

不知怎么的，我觉得有点“虚”，哈哈，不是很会解释，就是好像过得不太充实。
我不喜欢这样咧.....什么时候开始有这种感觉？

我需要“肯定”吧。对于自己的肯定。
怎样才能填补心里面的空虚呢？
哭吗？
不是....

但至少我发现到心里面的这些改变啦，感谢...
想找回从前的热诚，想做一些让自己感到充实的事，这样才会舒服一点吧！

我想好好的打一场球！！
我想痛痛快快地和朋友做一些事（还没有想到要做什么事啦，哈！）

肯定自己...

(写了出来会比较爽咯，还庆幸啦，我还可以sense到心里发生的问题....)

walau...accounts ar...

accounts assign..huhu...

after my 'detailed' analysis...hohohoho....

i jz nid 2 do max 8 pages onli...hoho...'onli' ar?...haha...T.T..
2pg- intro of d company
3pg-environment
3pg-community

xh do max 6pg
3pg for each subtitle

jerr n rachel nid 2 do 5pg

anusha nid 2 do min 2 or max 3pg...

den add together can form d whole assign ady....hehe...

after i count d pages..onli feel little bit relieved leh..

gambateh!!!!we can do it!!!
hohohoho....

haha...duno whr is fola d....SApo~

jz now gt a ppl ask me whr is FOLA....haha...oh my goodness...rupa-rupanya....tis coll stil got ppl even 'cha' den me...haha...

ei...guess who is tat?(post comment 2 me...haha....feel 38 la...wan gik si her...)

haha...she wil kill me for sure...arhhhhhhh....i better b kful ler...haha >.<

爬山读书论

现在的情况就好像是背着一个很重的背包，应该比eldwin的书包还重吧，哈哈，攀爬着一座山，想象一下，书包上面写着SAM三个大字，我还没爬到终点咧，就一直好像很吃力很吃力地在爬.....

然后周围也有人在爬，背着同样有那3个大字的书包，只是书包的大小不同，一些可能比我的还要更大更重......

有的人爬到一半竟然不知道爬的理由了，有的虽然不知道爬的理由，但还是仍旧在爬....

对于这个旅程，我知道的是我还没垮，继续应该不是问题，当然不是问题啦，因为就到终点了嘛，不可能现在滚下那座山的嘛，会.....死无全尸吧？choi.......

haha.....把这个困难想成是爬山，hoho....很有画面感....omg....我想象到xh看到这边会给我的反应了，哈哈...>.< 在爬着的时候还可以偷偷望望旁边的风景，当然要稳好自己的position啦，然后不要有畏高症！！ 想说的是，读书也不完全惨到死死的，hoho....要懂得苦中作乐.....haha,虽然讲起来有点心虚啦，因为omg...很苦咧！T.T 我不会就这样垮掉的，hoho!!!做好心理的调整，准备迎接明天吧！！会不会爬爬下看到彩虹咧？？....>.<...haha...sapo yi ge~

......

小時候，你曾經對別的小孩炫耀：看！我有你沒有。你有的可能是一只風車、一個洋娃娃或一支彩色筆。
長大後，你卻開始羨慕你的朋友：唉！他有我沒有。 別人有的可能是一分理想的工作、一樁受寵的感情或一種優渥的生活。
孩子氣的炫耀是天真，成人式的羨慕卻不免幼稚了。
親愛的，其實你也有很多寶貴的東西是別人沒有的呀！
例如說，你可能有堅固的牙齒，當別人只能吃西瓜時， 你卻能啃甘蔗；你可能有修長的手指，當別人只能吹口琴時，你卻能彈鋼琴。也許當你羨慕著別人時，別人也在羨慕著你呢。

每個人都是這世界上獨一無二的存在 ，沒有誰比誰更幸運，也沒有誰比誰更尊貴。
人生在世，不過是跟著因緣走，而因緣向來是生滅無常的。所以，擁有無須歡喜，因為擁有就代表了有失去的可能；沒有也不必難過，因為沒有才有機會去獲得。在得失之間，無所謂好與壞。 一切不過是跟著因緣走。保持一顆心的自由自在，輕輕鬆鬆跟著因緣走吧。

taken fr other place de la..hehe..

......

had a weird dream tis morning...hehe..shared wif xh,rachel zai n cr zai...
i feel tat xh understand wad i said...haha...cr zai...duno la...rachel zai mayb din understand gua..

talk 2 much during spec maths...actually jz wan 2 share d dream...den..feel tat i shud work harder 4 spec maths...reali...wil v b 2 noisy in clas?duno leh...scare ticher bu shuang oso...hehe...nex time talk less n work more lo..

errm...i feel weak...hoho...i wont sick de!!!

i guess i nid more rest la....haha...(stil nid more meh??)..>.<

a crazy morning

assignments:

akaun....(mayb tis thurs or nex week onli start gua)

moral....(plan 2 do little bit 2day...hehe)

maths...(muz verify all d uncertainties and make a guideline for 2 whole thg..err....2day oso..^^)



den eng tutorial...(check again d draft n amend a bit..err...2day oso...mayb later la..^^)



no more gua...hoho...aiya...spec maths tis fri gt duno quiz or test...suan...tat 1 later onli do ba...now wan 2 habis d other thgs listed above...hehe..



haha...i had a very...erm..funny?stupid?....morning..hoho...duno la...blurred blurred..hehe...



v actually had a 9am eng clas tis morning...but many ppl wont go...so i n xh oso dunwan go...hehe...ikut majority ma...den i planned 2 wake up at 9sth..



haha...den around tat time...my alarm rang...stil feel very sleepy n tired..den i slept again...n my hp was jz bside me la...den sadenli..i felt d vibration...someone was calling me..i stil feel blurred blurred la...mata pun tak buka...den i tot it's my mum who called me...hehe..



me:halo..mama...(very sleepy...)

eng ticher:halo...chunyan...

me..(har...wad o...chunyan...im leeping leh...who is tis o...yer...d voice...aiya...ms prema!!!..omg):har..ticher..im leeping ar...er..err...i jz woke up...

eng ticher:oh..hoho...leeping ar...haha...u 4got 2day gt class at 9am...?

me..(actuali i din 4get la...haha...bt..no choice lo...hav 2 tipu...omg...):ya...~

eng ti:y nobody is here?

me:ticher...i thk all of them 4got oso..so..i thk u better cancel d class lo...coz nobody wil cum gua..

eng ti:oo..ic,ok la...den i cancel d class...bb

me:bb



me(talking 2 xh):老师打电话给我eh..

xh:oh...(she still blur blur lo)



den...sure slp again la...she oso...hehe



a while more...vibration again...tis time i looked at d hp b4 ans...it's gary...haiyo..

gary:halo,ping jie ar...

me:halo,gary zai...(stil very sleepy lo)

den...i nt very rmb wad he said ady...haha...coz very slpy ma...

den he seemed asking me...nobody is in d class...or wad ar..i 4got jor....

den i told him...jz nw ticher called me n told me tat clas cancelled...den i asked him 2 go bek lo...n i wan 2 slp ler...den habis liao...after say bye...slp again...hahahaha...yor...reali very zhu like tat...haha...hey...



feel very funny...coz i called ms prema my mum leh....luckily she din say anythg...haha...very wulong...hope evryone can always b hapi la...^^



now wan 2 go 2 complete all d tasks above...hoho...nt a pro...!!

no appetite...hoho...

duno y..many ppl seem lik dun hav appetite recently....hoho...jerr la(coz i saw her PM),den xh la...me la...n many others too.....hehe...dun b too cruel 2 take away my appetite la...hoho..coz i lik 2 eat...but now hor...feel very fulled when c any food...hehe...but my condition is still ok la...coz...im nw eating apple sambil blogging...hahahaha...ahna...take k la...everybody...rmb 2 smile everyday la....bt dun too 'over' la...hehe....if nt, wil bcum so po or so lou de ler..>.<...aiyo.cold?...hehe..

生命中的平衡点

balance point...?
i agree tat life muz hav a balance point...
balance between leisure n work...
n in everythg...

sumtimes i wil get lost 2....

平衡点...?在生活，读书，玩乐，感情中要找平衡点......
会迷失掉自己.....
‘我活着是为了什么？’...hoho...这种问题会跑回来咧...
不过，是好事来的咯，因为一定是某些事情出现问题，然后心就会提示你：噢，不妥咯，检讨的时间又来了！

执着？我有吗？可能吧...或许累了吧，至于累的原因，我相信‘它’是知道的…………^^
‘它’有潜在的光芒，有不可思议的力量。

自己喜欢自己很重要哦，当然这里指的不是自恋啦，我是讲自己喜欢做怎样的自己很重要，而且有没有做到也是重要。

haha，带着“心”做人！！
对不起别人的事千万不可以做，因为在对不起人的同时，也在对不起自己的心，那个才惨痛啊~hoho....

会期待。。但总会有一条很好的路，或许真的不是现在吧，我想.....如果不是你的，也不需要等待，现在还不是时候，但还是很感谢。。（这一句不会有人明的啦，不明也不用紧哦，哈哈！）

弟弟妹妹们，一齐上吧！对我而言，你们最重要！如果自己不小心把自己的利益超过于你们，hoho，我会不爽自己咧！

当我不爽的时候，我就会买火柴....haha...讲笑啦，拍戏meh?..hoho
顶多不是在一边sotsot jiang lo,haha....（我懂xh和rachel zai要讲什么咯，hoho..我有正常过啦，ok?..hehe)

要做个喜欢自己的人，那很棒！不用怀疑，毋庸置疑！！！！加油！！
读书罢了嘛，sei me gang o...
assignment onli ma...sei me gang o....
summore...i gt a gang of frens who r gambateh wif me too...hoho....
life is meaningful bcoz of u all....let’s work hard 2gt...no matter how,when n where...v r stil tied tgt,so it is nt a big deal...hehe...same 2 my other frens who r studying in yuhua,tarc n other places...jiayou!!!!

i m rich...bcoz of u all..hehe....mummy daddy popo....hoho...all la...amituofo...{感恩！}

生命里有音乐？音乐里有生命？

haha...

......nt goin bek home 2day....

im in dilemma when i thk whether should i go home or stay at here...hoho..
haha....i knw la...actually it's jz a very small matter onli...hoho...
but...for me...family wor....so important...hoho...'den y u dun1 go bek?'

bcoz..after i discussed wif my mum...v felt tat tis week i better stay at hostel...
err...coz my roommate's nt goin bek too....hey...dun mistaken...tis is nt d main reason la...bsides tat,if i stay here...den i can concentrate more on my studies...

list of assignments:
-maths
-moral

n eng tutorial

hoho...想想下也不是很多啦，哈哈，傻的。can de la...jz nid sum time 2 do it onli...hehe

so paiseh...2day gt mood swing...'cum bek la...zhangliping...easily get tensed up d ppl'...hoho....

hoo.....relax la.....spend my weekend wisely...hehe...i still can do thgs tat i like 2 do,although im nt at home...

i still can make a call 2 my family when i miss them...hehe.....

feel stupid la...haha....ahna...振作咧...

nex week go home!!!k.....now go 2 slp....haha....coz negative feeling kills a lot of body cells d...haha...very tired..slp 1st lo....hoho...di~paiseh la....nex week i belanja u makan...

leng zei didi

haha...20 min later is my leng zei didi's birthday...hehe...wan 2 sing birthday song 2 him...hohohoho...

leng zei leng zei...hehe...i oways tell ppl,my bro is very leng zei...haha...i 4got since when ady lu..fr very young age..hehe...den during secondary skul time...all my frens can hafal ady..haha...'wo didi hen liang zai de..!!'...haha..tis is wad i used 2 tell them...until they heard dao can hafal n vomit...hehe...

till now...i still feel tat he's very leng zei...haha...i like him la...coz he is really a very nice bro...hehe...n very obedient...i hope him can oways shun shun li li in everythg...hehe...he reali treats me very well...haha...sumtimes wil belanja me 2 eat although he is kedekut...haha..stupid bro...but leng zei la..hohohoho...

happy birthday la...di~!!!hehe...jia you...

haha...cant slp leh..cham..

insomia again...again n again...haha

very weird...las nite i slept at 9 sth..berjaya tidur o...but duno y...2day...now ady 1am...early in d morning...my eyes r still very big...hoho...cham....wan msn...but line nt so gud...so suan...i cum 2 blog..hehe....'make me slp la'...



i wan 2 say...happy birthday 2 gary....!!!!!!!

tis gary zai....never giv us a chance 2 celebrate wif him lo....hoho...so bad...

suan...actuali i,jerr n xh gt went 2 ur block during dinner time...wan asked u 2 cum down n wish u d,but u were nt in ur rum...hehe...waste la...



nvm la...sui yuan....ping jie wish gary zai...happy everyday....kuai gao zhang da...haha...bcum more n more handsome la...haha...n healthy oways n oso get gud result...hehe...



so.....tis blog can b considered a gift 4 u?hoho...simply simply la....qing cai...u feel my ikhlas...den very gud ady...im ur big kakak leh...hohohoho...gambateh la..han keong!!!haha

有梦就会有力量..now..?future...?

现实点吧，做好现在该做的，路就离你不远！

想未来，就算是想好了，也未必能100%照着原本的计划进行啊，所以把自己松一松，别想太多吧！

能够把现在所有的东西做好就已经很棒了，我相信天一定开一条顺顺利利的路给我吧，哈哈！



顺其自然吧！还蛮感谢

午夜幽魂记

haha...it happened on sat nite i thk...hehe..
coz my sis slept bside me tat day...den at around 2sth ,am la, i stil nt yet slp...insomnia again..[sigh]...sadenli my sis gt up, looking at her hp n sitting bside me...(i tat time oso lying on d bed)..hoho..dun mistaken...i din feel scared bcoz of tis la...d climax is cuming..hehe..

den i slowly got up...reali very slow lo...like spirit like tat..n turned my face 2 her...our distance was jz very near..i thk less than 15 cm gua...haha...jz an estimation la..she was still looking at her hp la...n tat time v were siting on d bed...she din notice i got up oso..haha...stupid sis...hahahaha..

after i turned my face 2 her,i asked her in a very'ghost' tone: y nt yet slp?
den she sort like wan jump up la...haha....like 'sot' by d electric...haha....shocked by me wor...of coz la..hahaha..den she asked me :y u wake up?...i ans her,stil in tat tone :i nt yet slp oso..i asked her wad was d time..den she looked at d hp n told me: 2sth lo....den i lie down again...den in 1 second, i told her:i go toilet lo..den i ended up slp at sofa in my living rum thr...haha...more comfortable lo...

d nex morning....she asked me tat thg...haha...coz she thk i 'dirasuk'.la...sot d she..haha...she told my bro n mum about tis...i stil rmb she said: after she said she wan 2 go toilet..she never cum bek ady...i thk she 'zhong qie'..omg...haha...

many ppl are having a headache 2day..

hoho...2 cure such a problem...

1st... buy 100+
2nd...mix 100+ with water...i 4got how many ml ady la..haha(mayb proportion of water to 100+ = 2:1)

den drink d mixture....

hehe...try try la...duno it works anot...

avoid taking panadol o,coz nt good 4 health d....^^